thursday..not my lucky day

hello friend..good morning.how are you today?
im here just fine and getting better..

12th february'09,thursday

my shift today is offday..as i woke up its already late around 9am..then my dad text me up?he said kaka mau blajar krita ari nie?ndaa ngaleh kaka..then mandii lahh and sasah bju kajaa..breakfast buat minuman sjaa and mkn biskut chip ahoy smbil liat tv..my day is bored..then bil on9 p nda dgn..bil offline balikk..lahh buat2 tu biel smbung baca novel sedetik cinta..smpi pkul 12 lalu..then smbhyg zuhur..lpas tu liat tv balikk liat brita and crita drma indonesia..boreng ehh..biel ksblah rh rumah cousin me..liat american idol..msa bil sna ada kwn2 czen me and zatty and haziq..sabrina's siblings..boreng jua..bil ksblah smula rah nini..otw ke sana anty lauyah msg nabil..kn bwa jln..ohh whoo syok nyer..i lyk..then nabil tukar baju jln lahh and prepare evrything..buat2 nunguu anty siap bil charge my phone..lpas on9 tdi i see ka zaa on9..p kjap ja ia driving..around 2pm..kmi jaln lahh..mula ke bank idbb anty kn update new bank book..and atm nya..p ia nda ingat pin nombor..kna talan crdnya ia withdrawl kai buku sja lahh and ttrus buat bru..then everything settle kmi ke huaho kiulap..anty kn liat radio..and nini punya gula..lpas tu kmi msuk krita..mula2 plan kn ke giant..p nda jadi kmi ke mall sja..fulamaa..rmai nyer krita..then kmi pking krita d lower basement..haha sal kn trus shopping..then dpt paking n trus naik atas..liat2 ada expo..bil ke atm jap withdrawl..then kmi singgah ke kfc..kononnya kn take away..panya urgnya nda kdgran..soo nak buat cmna mkn ajelah..pas mkn kmi ke utama grand..siuk2 jln i see my xbf with his new gf..jln urghh..my heart really2 hurt..i cant imagine that his gf is my own bestfriend..how dare she do this to me?kenapalahh disaat2 ku ingin mlupakan mu kau hadir smula dlm hidupku..ari nie mrupakan ari yg ckup mnyakitkn buat diriku..knpalahh dugaan demi dugaaan dtg silih brganti..aku tidak snggup menghadapinya..:'(ohh sugguh perit ku rasaknn..ari yg sepatutnya mmbuatkn aku happy hncur gara2 kau whai temanku..ohh tidak..kenapa?i have noo mood smpi blik krumah..terkeluar juga air mata ku ini..im really2 hurt..kenapa lahh kau hadir lagii dlm idup ku..se telah kau melukai hatiku..masa smpi drumah bil on9..i see ka reza n ka bb on9..ohh kaka2 ku kau seperti mengerti akan aku saat aku ingin memerlukan mu..biel gtau rah ka reza..smua apa yg bil rasa selama anii..kaa bil nda snggup menanggung keperitan ini..i need u soo much ka..sum1 had been spoil my day..my heart have been hurt by sum1..im not that strong to hand this feeling by my own..why he comes back in my life when i try to forget him??im not ready to see him anymore since he broke my hurt during my special day..that i really cant forget it..im still remember that day..n i suppose to forget him but he comes back in my life to hurt my heart back..with his new gf..ohh goshh..that it for today i dont have mood to blog this night..k bye n enjoy it :'(