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hello people..im back to update my new blog..sorry i've just got time to do it.. .since this few week .i hand alot of things happened in my life..that why i spent my time to refreshed my mind doing something liked online-ing and blogging. yeah as u know BLOGGING is fun for us..i can share everything with u guys..ohh yeah..this coming chinese new year..i will be busy and it was just nice..im enjoy my day and but since backward someone had spoiled my day i cant tell u what happened..my life is not that happy anymore..i dont know?i asked my self,why?..someone which i already acted as my friends dare talked badly behind my back..im soo upset:'(..im just thinking am i do something wrong with them til there dare do this to me..i dont think i made something bad to them and as you know..i dont mean to make them to hate me.BUT y? how dare they do this to me?i dont want to think too much bout them and i try to avoid them.its up to them what there wanted to do?what i wanted from them..i dont wanted to lost my other friends which really wanted to be my truly friends forever...actually biel bukan jenis yg pendendam.i continue this sad stories in malay language k..my english is really bad..hahaa sorryy

this insident happened last tuesday..my shift was morning that day...13th january 09,
masa tu biel sma ka reza morning shift..biel nda sengaja mlintas rh one of my friends nie..biel terdengar durang ckp2 something bad pasal biel and kaa bb..mentang2 biel pendiam durng snggup buat biel cemani..i was shocked..then biel balik smula ke counter biel..my feeling was soo sad and feel want to cry on that day..biel nda sangka sanggup durng buat biel cmani..p biel diamkan saja smpi break..sblum break tu biel lari ke toilet..mlepaskn perasaan biel..selama ani biel nda pernah buat jahat rah durng apatah lagi kn mengumpat.biel kesal,sampai ati durng..biel ikhlas bkwan sma durng tpi cmani durng blas arah biel..dpan nampak baik p blakang biel durng mengumpat.i cant imagine what was my feeling on that day my heart sakit bnr2 inda biel sangka peristiwa ani bulih terjadi rh diri biel..on the same day biel ada training di benfood..my mood was unhappy since durng buat biel cmani..biel shared my sadness with ka reza..rupanya ka reza pun tau and tdgr apa yg durng ckp pasal biel p kaka diamkan ..nda smpai ati kaka kn gitau biel..masa tu biel ikut ka reza balik..pkul 5.30ptg.biel punch card n buat2 nunggu ka reza keluar..biel lpaskn segala suka duka biel sorang2..rupa2nya anty laura,anty lai n ka saadah pun tau yg durng ckp psal biel p anty nda snggup bagitau biel:(sedihh ati biel anty..bukan anty nda mau gtau nabil..anty takut kerajaa biel trgugat gara2 mendgar crita ani..ukn biel sja durng ngumpat tpi ka bb mu jua..sebab tu anty ndaa mau gtau nabil n bb psal perkara ani..pasal anty phm perangai ka bb mu..pkul 6.30p, msa biel ikut ka reza balik ka reza gitau.. kata ka reza msa dlm krita " nabil,dengar apa yg kaka dgar tdi?? biel ckp: au ka..biel dgar p biel buat2 nda tauu..p dlm ati biel sakit ka..biel diam2kn sja..nya ka reza..sbar sja biel..p ka sbr biel ada hadnya ka..biel nda sngka durng buat bil cmani..selama nie bil nda prnah buat jahat rah durng..tpi durng blas bil cmani...ka reza ckp : ka phm biel ukn jenis pedendam..lupakan sja biel.au ka..biar tia apa durng ckp..biel nda kisah..p ati biel bnr2 sakit n sedihh sbnrnya ka:(auu kaka phm..ani bru biel sorang sja tau sal kmi nda brani gtau bb jua sal msalah ani..kaka tau nabil sedihh sbnrnya..mula2 kaka pun nda brani kn gtau nabil jua..p pyh kn sal nabil tau sudh n sal nabil dgr sndiri..ani blum lagi kaka bb mu tau tu..untuk msanie ka harap biel diamkn saja dlu msalah ani n janji sma kaka jgn gtau ka bb ..kaka syg biel mcm adik kaka sndiri.:) buat baik akan dibalas dengan kebaikan n buat jahat akan dibalas dengan kejahatan..semoga pintu taubat akan terbuka utk sesiapa yg ingin melakukannya.

maaf diterima kepada sesiapa saja:D

i thinks that it for today..this is my sad stories k bubyee

18th january.09, sunday
i wokee up at 6am..then i take a bath at 6.15 and use my uniform...my shift today is morning..my day is not that happy since backward..im still cant forget that situation til now..as i remember that..i want 2 cry..baik jua ada ka reza bgi support p ka reza kajaa ptg ari nie..boring ehh..msa biel dtg .other staff not coming yet..ka riti sma ka n sja baru dtg ka saadah take over this morning and anty laura ptg..baik jua ada dengan biel break..biel boreng ka.lps break pkul 2.30ptg biel naik ke atas..kta ka reza nya biel ok or nda??biel ok ka..nya kaka bnr nie?ka rasa biel buat2 ok sja nie..hehee biar tia ka..lets me the only one handed this feeling sal durng ada dsana..that y biel buat2 happy sja ka anggap saja nada apa2 berrlaku..dun wory biel okey..keh
i miss u soo much ka reza,ka bb and ka aishah..at 5.30pm..anty lai ambil x reading n biel turun kebawah rah cash room untuk spotcek..anty laura take over di ofis..ia tnya biel..okay sudh? biel jwb as usual anty..biel ok just kindaa sad sajaa..hehee but dont worry it takes my time to secure it..then at 6pm biel punch out..first time late..balik p lum jua kna ambil apa daa...lps tu biel naik ats kn bli mknan sblum blik umh..n byr rh ka reza..ka nmpk air mata biel keluar sndiri..i said urgghh y at this time i wanted to cry..i dont wanted them to know that im cry..biel lap sja..buat2 nda tauu..hehee nya ka reza sbar saja biel ahh..i said to her..yeahh ka:) nvmind lets it going onn..no matter in what situation was..hahahahaha :D then then i went home nearly at 7pm..and as i arrived at home..i take a bathed n praay for magrib and isyak..then at 8pm i watched tv with nini bini and lastly at 9pm..i go to bed..on thursday i have my offday and friday.hahaa nothing much to doo..my shift was in the afternoon..anty laii take over as a fulshift..i was at carpark..ooo
the weather was very cool and windyy..:D

on saturday,17th january2009

ohh yeahh saturday..im soo excited not mean im too happy..my shift was in the afternoon with ka reza..i missed her soo much..but ka reza take over at carpark..umphh boring nyer..but its okay..sal ka reza naik ke atas smula kul 8 mlm..hahaa..hmm at 3.45..i have my break with ka "n" and anty laura..salnya ka reza blik rumah dulu..krg ia dtg blik kul 5ptg..ka n and anty laura ktwa2 sajaa biel nada mood sbnrnya time atuu..then at 5pm..ka reza dtg..p ia duduk2 dulu msh awl f kn msuk..apaa indaa 3 org sekaligus dmam ani ka reza,biel and ka n..nya anty laura mun cmni nda buleh jadi nie...soo kmi ktwa lahh..hehee adakah 3 org serentak...wawawa...then at 5.25pm..biel sma ka noraini(n) ambil floop money rh cash room..kn msuk awl tdii anty laura msh break sma kmi apadaa..nie bru ia msuk n nunggu dibwah tuk urg pg closing..huhhh boreng ku ehh kenapalah smua ini terjadi kpada diriku..seandainya msa buleh diputar balik tidak akan brlaku sedemikian..uwaaa:'( hahaa pkul 8 mlm..ka reza naik atas n ambil floop money di cash room, ka zaa kna counter 6 blakang biel..ada jua dgn kn bckp..by then nya ka zaa nabil..okey sudahh kahh?biel ckp: ka rasa cmnaaa??hee pas tu kul 9.15pm,anty laura tutup counter ka saadah..pas tu kul 9.30pm biel tutup counter..biel xist 5sen..hahaa then trun kbwah rah ka saadah ia nunggu dibawah buat spot cek..thenn thenn msa biel kluar kaa reza trunn..ia baru tutup counter..then biel bebaya naik ama ka reza laahh...lastly at 10.45pm..we went home..hahaa
biel slm ka reza laa pas tu ada tia anty laura..senyum lagii..sal biel lum kna ambil..hee 15mins my daddy datng and thenn balikk laa hahaa n tdooo sal sunday morning shift... k tata nite2 tcre n smile always

bye next time i continue blogging k..

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